She compares her suicide attempts to buying a mountain of candy and forcing herself to devour it all, eating to spit it back out, and spitting it out to eat more. She considered slitting her wrists, jumping off a building, as well as overdosing on drugs, but always ended up hesitating at the last moment, such as regurgitating pills. According to the novelization, Angela attempted suicide many times. If the family photo is her family, then it is evidence Angela resembles her father as the man is brunette and the woman is blonde.Īngela on the floor contemplating suicide using a knife.Īngela's internal pain and suffering include thoughts of death and suicide on her. Knowing she has her father's DNA and genes in her only amplifies her negative feelings towards her own body – no matter how far she gets away from him, a part of him will always remain in her until the day she dies. This may imply that she also has body dysmorphic disorder, an issue among sexual abuse victims and people suffering from depression and anxiety, where the individual perceives their body as being permanently damaged, disgusting, unattractive, scarred or repulsive. She describes her reflection as an "ugly thing" that "doesn't look like her anymore". In the novelization, it is revealed Angela feels she is physically ugly and dislikes looking into mirrors because they act as a reminder for her. Angela has no known friends and seemingly has no one she can look up to or talk with about her feelings. Every day feels like a big obligation to her and she has no motivation of getting out bed each morning. To Angela, life feels more like something to be coped with, instead of enjoyed. She does not wish to live or exist, having lost the will to live and does not care about anything. She exhibits several common symptoms of severe daily long-term depression, complex post-traumatic stress disorder, and social anxiety.Īngela is suffering from extreme suicidal depression, she is also pessimistic and nihilistic as well, since she does not see the point of living, along with feeling that everything is hopeless, pointless and meaningless. She tells James not to pity her, saying she is not worth it. As a result, Angela developed a submissive and timid personality with low self-esteem and self-loathing qualities. Her father would also beat her physically. Her dysfunctional father, Thomas Orosco, as well as her brother, sexually abused Angela throughout her life. When James doesn't seem to believe Angela when she warns him that Silent Hill is a dangerous town, she yells, "I'm not lying!"Īngela's mental health has been damaged by her emotionally, mentally, physically and sexually abusive past and unhappy violent childhood. th-this town." and tends to say "sorry" a lot to James, experiencing difficulty asserting herself. "Who-who-who is it?", "I-I-I mean my mother.", and lack of confidence, such as "This. She speaks with a slight nervous stutter/stammer, a form of speech impediment, stumbling over her words, e.g. Her sense of values is eccentric, and she has a scent of danger. It mentions that while she appears to be a regular teenage young woman, she is clearly different from others on how she deals and relates to death and sexuality. The game's website describes Angela as being shy to strangers, quiet and somber. I want to die, and yet I'm forced to keep living. But it's a wish that's proven difficult to obtain. This article or section contains speculation, analysis or theories which may not be officially approved.
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